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Friday, August 06, 2010

how i spent the summer in july :)

a photoblog based off food!

wild mushroom stuffed ravioli with peeled cherry tomatoes in a vegetable broth
@heartland brewery, 34st&5av 

i made this for my boyfriend.. chinese vegetables (duno what it's called in english), chicken with mushrooms in a sweet and spicy teriyaki sauce (i made the sauce myself but it was too spicy) and steamed egg custard with ground pork and scallions on top D:

the ? roll and turtle roll 
@mays place 2nd ave near st marks 

chicken yakitori party pack
@ oh taisho, st marks 

this is upside down, blurry and i forgot what it is... glass noodles.. duno whats in it. loll also at oh taisho

this is also upside down.. but it was oh taisho's special sweet and sour pork belly over rice.. yumm

sirloin & shrimp @ outback :)

i'm supposed to be writing my screenplay for my class... -_- more to come later


Saturday, July 31, 2010

i can't believe i fucking cried myself to sleep last night. i really can't believe it ... i could barely sleep last night.. hence why i was up at 7. my whole body hurts.. i can feel it in my gut.. i'm not gonna fucking do this again. 

actions speak louder than words.

 


Friday, July 30, 2010

You know who’s fucked up? I am..

The first guy I went out with in college…
After we broke up and went our separate ways, he ended up leaving school cause his mom passed away. The last thing he said to me was so bittersweet… I cried.. I still wonder if he thinks about me at all after everything that’s happened.. cause I know that I miss him and that I wish i could be in his life again .. Not romantically but as a good friend..

I can’t believe I’m saying this.. I miss you mike.. I’m glad you’ll be back at bing this fall..

 

i told myself that i wouldn’t go back to this thing again

froze my heart cause i know i gotta start focusing, 
on my life,
here we go, 
goin’ back to doin me, me.

 


Tuesday, July 27, 2010

living on my own for the past month has been so weird... i'm running out of ideas of things to do that don't require a car/driving or a lot of money ( i was only left a few hundred in cash and that has quickly dissipated ): )

i've only got about 2 weeks before i'm back to being under house arrest... any ideas?


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

"I don’t tolerate having my time wasted. I don’t think there is any justification for not saying what you have to say when you’re presented with the opportunity to do so (especially if this opportunity is presented on numerous occasions). It’s selfish.

If you don’t want to be friends or in a relationship with someone, you need to say so as soon as you feel this way or at least within a reasonable time frame. I can understand wanting to ease out of something but you save someone pain by ending things right away. I would rather salt in my would than a slow death."
via junglejustine@tumblr



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